maybe the reason i don’t like to throw anything away is because everything is a fragment of a moment. cleanin gup is always a giant wave of memories. So many messy memories everywhere and they make me sad, melodramatic, crave for the moment. the ephemeral moment. there are so few constant moments in my life. most moments are bits and pieces and fragments that do not really last that long but it makes me very very sad either way. how friends come and go. dates come and go. weeks come and go. and friends you had for some time will be there and then no longer and then they will return again. and kol, the stupid constant that you are you are the only constant in my life and i love you for that so much. i don’t think i could let go of that.
enjoy yourself, take only what you need from it
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